"One Night Before..."

Esok dah start first exam untuk sem 2 punya study,

Dah hampir genap 1 tahun aku di Johor ni,

Tapi kadang2 bila difikirkan semula~~~

Apa dan ke mana arah tuju aku yang sebetulnya..

Kekadang rasa macam tak ada fungsi aku belajar..

Kekadang aku tak nak rasa menyesal macam yg aku rasa di MQPB dulu,

So, keep going what I have start maybe the best way,

Sometime I think I start to be So Numb!

By the way, actually dah rasa macam tak boleh nak fokus,

walaupun course mark aku sem ni dapat agak tinggi,

 Tapi aku sedar yang aku tak boleh nak score dalam mana2 final exam,

Inilah kelemahan aku dalam study sejak dari dulu..

Now, I still think about her..

A bit of time with her is very valuable for me,

I miss her so much,

But, I don't know how to face  her..

I'm very guilty to her,

sometimes I think my action is very stupidest ever,

What I want to say if I have a chance?

Sorry? maybe that not enough to pay what I have done to her..

Still now I don't know if she was sincere with her word,

Please, if true she was my back bone..

Stop this sickness of my bad habits, I want to accept her again,

Give me one more chance.